I feel shattered, my legs feel like lead and my head feels like it’s swaying to and fro inside (don’t know if anyone else knows what i mean?)
I went upsatirs to have a lay down and when i close my eyes my brain feels like its swimming about inside my head and my mind races. I feel like i could cry and keep getting a feeling that i can’t get a good breath. I know this could be anxiety because i do start worrying when i get symptoms. It’s like being on an emotional rollercoaster. I hope when i see the neuro in january he can offer me something. I hate being ill and relying on anyone, i put pressure on myself to look and be ok for my 2 kids who are 9 and 11. When i have to give in and say i don’t feel well i feel like a failure.