I hope today is being good to you all.
I am sorry to moan, but if I don’t get this off my chest, where I will be understood, I will scream. Although hard coping with ppms, I thought I was in the ‘just about managing’ group, but since RA has now crept into my life as well, I am finding it really hard to cope.
My emotions are all topsy turvy, can cry at the drop of a hat, fatigue and pain through the roof, and family who although try to understand, have no idea.
I asked the ms nurse about Sativex four weeks ago, said he would get back to me in 2/3 days, have heard nowt, it’s like trying to get blood out of a stone… I feel completely on my own with this, invisible to the world. How long can I go on feeling like this…I really have no answer to that one.
i am not worried about anyone replying, I just hope by getting it out it will help, thanks for listening.