I had a busy sort of day yesterday, tidying up and doing stuff after xmas even though it was quiet and tried to walk a bit more so the dog had a bit more time out in the garden. I felt ok and spent most of the day resting in the afternoon.
I had a terrible night. I woke up several times with burning urine (although the urinalysis stick) said no infection, I felt odd weird and like I had woken up from a really bad nightmare. It was so unsettling. 3 times i woke up like this. In the end i was awake at 3am and was wide awake.
When i woke in the night i was panicking i felt so ill but cant put my finger on it. Just weird. I kept thinking who would I ring, i just needed comforting, someone to assure me it was all ok. I was then worried what would i do if i had to go into hospital, what if no one could get hold of my family, who would look after the dog, my mind was a mess.
its several times now i have woken up like this. I dont like it, it scares me. even writing it down makes no sense.
My legs were on fire, I seem ok at the moment no temperature. Maybe it is down to over doing it does it mean I just cant do much anymore? the night before i slept really well.
Its all so vague. Maybe I am going nuts lol.
anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR. xxxx