morning all hope we’re as well as can be expected, all of u up north with snow take it easy n stay warm 
I’m back to work today after 3 weeks off "/ think I’m looking forward to it but I’m so tired foggy headed n can’t think straight so I’m a bit stressed about it tbh on the plus side I’m on reduced hours on a phased return n my boss has been very understanding and only asks of me to be there by 10:30 (I normally start at 8:30) Anyway have a good Monday folks take care Lou
Well done Lou - on getting back again, I should have taken time off with my latest relapse but I seem to be coming out the other side now after more than 2 months of feeling rough… statrting to get a good nights sleep again has been a bonus so fingers cdrossed that I keep going the same way…
Hope your first day back at work went well.
How do you feel?
luv Pollx
Hi Redman & Poll hmmm how did it go??? too much to soon def springs to mind 
my boss (who until today had been seemingly very understanding) had only asked me to be by 10:30 so I stupidly showed willing and got in for 9:45 feeling very tired from being out n about yest in the freezing cold I mite add at 10:30 pretty much on the dot she went!!! left myself and my assistant to just get in with it Kay bless her ( my assistant) kept asking me if I was ok and did I need to go home n she’d cover me but there was so much to still do that I couldn’t leave her now could I think I mite be avin words 2moro when I go in I def have’nt done reduced hours today as we were so behind with me going so slowly that I’d actuallet ended up doing a whole shift instead of half my o/h won’t be best pleased when he comes home n I tell him i bet Sorry for moaning but I’m thinking it poss was just soon but now how on earth can I bact track it’s a tricky 1 I’ll give u that Lou
i would explain to your boss that you appreciate the offer of reduced hours but wanted to show willing.
then tell her that you are now feeling the impact.
would alternate days suit you?
i’m sure that you’ll be able to negotiate something that suits you both.
carole xxxxx
hi Carole I will speak with her in the morning n try n explain my hubby’s already said dont push myself I was suppose to only do 2 hrs a day for the 1st week then those plus 2 full days building up to 3 full days then we have Xmas hols for 2 weeks I’ll be rite back to square 1 tho by jan lol I’m not dx so I don’t feel I have anything to back me up for needing time to rest "/ I know it’s a very very busy time what with Xmas lunches next week n the last week of term but I’m really worried I may have bitten off more than I can deal with or rather I feel as tho I’ve been made to deal with more than I can deal with "/ I’ll survive I’m sure lol but it’s not fair on hubby to have to come home n sort everything out when he works a longer day than me because I’m just to exhausted to cope sorry for moaning again but it really does help just to write it down kinda helps clear my head a bit n know that theirs lovely peeps out there who truly understand Lou x