I was on here the other day, saying I was lapsing with my drinking and such
I’m drinking again right now
I went for a post detox group today and was truthful with my lapses
I got a reply from the GP; they’re gonna refer me to the gym (woo)
I went up the shop about an hour or so ago (to get another drink) and ended up swapping numbers with a man I’d just met
He was really hot, just my type
I’m terrible when I’ve had a drink for doing that
Well, that’s it
TODAY IS MY LAST DRINKING SESSION
It has to be
And as for the guy I swapped numbers with…let us see what happens I guess
Maybe I’ll end up blocking his number and concentrating on the gym
I need to remember my strength
This week is 19 years since I started living alone (at the age of 16)
I didn’t get to where I am being weak
Sometimes I feel like my strength is diminishing, but I’ve had MS for 8 years and I’m still here, kicking and screaming
Onwards and upwards, eh?
