…of pooing myself.
I have just come back from a night away that included a theatre trip and spent the entire time away from the hotel scared to death that it was going to happen, particularly at the theatre. Control is getting worse, urgency is getting worse. Even at home sometimes its touch and go whether I reach the toilet in time and that’s just a few yards. I wear adult nappies when away from a toilet but that’s not going to stop it happening and I have no belief that they will contain it anyway.
I have a couple of weekends away and a 2 week cruise booked over the next few months and am now considering cancelling the whole lot because I don’t think I can face the constant worry and the humiliation if it did happen. I have always told myself that I can deal with it, that I willl not alow this to dictate to me, but now I don’t think I can deal with it.
How do you all cope with this?