Sorry i have posted so much since I joined. I was all set to drop my completed registration forms back off at the new doctors this afternoon, when I was suddenly overcome with such fear i didn't know what i was doing. Since then I have been ignoring every symptom as if I have imagined it, I can't seem to gain acceptance of what's happening to me, even though things are getting really bad. I'm so afraid of being rejected by the new doctor after how i was treated by my current one, equally I find I'm terrified of the possibility of them taking me seriously and it being MS or something worse. I keep telling myself to stop being a wuss and that if it is MS, its only what I've been dealing with before, it just has a name but its not helping.
Am I being stupid? Or is this normal?