Had my neuro appointment yesterday and i went into meltdown. Basically i didnt discuss any of me new symptoms with him. Neuro had decided that findings on mri were not significant even though the report indicated some significant findings.
I was sitting there with my daughter hardly able to speak because i was feeling very emotional and close to tears.All these months and months of tests and appointments have caught up with me. My daughter is out of her depth but very supportive and its not fair on her that im so needy at the moment.
He said he could arrange second opinion which i am going to think about.
Im angry at myself for being so sensative to everything and everyone, no matter what i said to me i think they having a go at me.
Got eye testing tomorrow and then i feel i need some space before any more tests are carried out.
I was fine when i was sat in the hospital waiting room and then bang the barriers were up with this overwhelming vulnerable feeling that took over me.
If anyone has any ideas of what i can do next please let me know your thoughts.