just wonder if any of you understand the way i feel this evening.
husband and sons got in from work just before i got in from sainsburys.
i just couldn’t believe how irritated they were.
it must be me that is irritating them but i definitely don’t do it on purpose.
it is the 13 year anniversary of my lovely mum’s death so yea i’m feeling more emotional than usual.
but it’s an awful feeling of loneliness in this wonky body.
i don’t want a fuss just a smile, a kind word or a pat on the head,
i want acknowledging!!
do i make sense?
don’t know where i’d be without you lot to unload to occasionally.
i never realised before that it is a different place to live - my broken body.
it’s empty and lonely and i don’t like it.
sorry for unloading my pitiful pity party.
tomorrows another day and i refuse to stay down but for now that’s where i am.