looking for a bit of advice, i am going for a pre op assesment today as im supposed to be getting my gallbladder removed soon, after seeing the nuero last week and her saying about ms and possability of a small stroke im scared to go ahead with the op incase either im not strong enough to cope with it, or that the pain isnt related to gallbladder but ms instead…i dont know if i should ask for it to be held back until after my mri?? its taken me a long time to get the go ahead for the op, because i have had previos surgreries and they think theres a high chance of it being an open operation.
im in a mess and dont know where to turn, my husband is offshore and im scared beiong alone with my babies incase something happens…im so tired and cant stop crying. i sort of feel as if i have to many symptoms of ms for it to be that, if that makes sense i have been desperate for someone to aknowldedge somethings wrong with me and now im terrified
i feel the numness in my left side is getting worse, pins and needles are getting worse, the lsit goes on.
the last year has been hell and ive just about managed to get through but im feeling now theres no way out for me, i cant think clearly at all cos im so tired and worried