All my symptoms seem to have come back again with a vengeance, had a good few weeks where symptoms were bareable just the odd bit of dizzyness but all others were good, now I’ve got everything again, feel dizzy, balance is rubbish, walking into doors etc again, feel like i’m constantly moving even when i’m still, its like i have a pneumatic drill going off inside me. Feels like i’m going to have a fit or something ?? Got the nodding dog head, shaky weak legs and hands, generally just don’t feel like I’m here, my head feels so full and foggy if that makes sense, i just can’t concentrate or think properly & my speech feels slurry. My stomach is really playing up and the gripes that i’m getting again are awful, these had settled right down and my tummy was normal for such a long time but now its rubbish.
I’m sorry to moan on & I know people are suffering more than me but I’m just struggling so much, I’m only 32, I have 3 children aged 10,9 & 4 & I feel like a failure to myself & my family and I just want to hide away from everything and everyone but then i’m scared to be alone for how i’m feeling physically as all this is sending my anxiety through the roof.