Saw a completely different person today - one I’d never seen before. (The appointment letter does say you may get your neuro, or anyone on the team).
So having got myself all worried sick about what happens when he finds out I haven’t reduced the Baclofen as instructed, it didn’t even crop up.
Confessed to the new lady I’d made no serious attempt to cut down, but she didn’t seem bothered, and said she thought Dr. C. (my regular neuro) had only been concerned it might be contributing to my fatigue. I explained I’d discussed this with my GP, and that she’s been able to check my notes and confirm I’d complained of fatigue well before I ever started Baclofen, so in my mind, there was no connection. New lady said she was OK with that, and that if I’m happy with the dose I’m on, she doesn’t intend to change anything - so all that worry for nothing!
And she DID listen a bit more about the musculo-skeletal pain and joint problems, and wasn’t quite so dismissive about them. She stressed (which I fully accept) that MS does not directly cause them. I think we all know that, don’t we? But she didn’t go so far as to say it was “unrelated” and did acknowledge my theory that changes in muscle-tone are putting more strain on my joints. That’s not quite the same as claiming it’s unrelated. So overall, I felt I got on a bit better for seeing someone different, and didn’t come out feeling like a naughty schoolgirl for refusing to reduce my Baclofen. Yay! Result!
While I was in there, I also made an enquiry about something I’ve long put off, which was DIY help for people living alone with MS. Yes, the charity that does it is still running, and yes, I should qualify. Under the scheme, you pay only for materials, and not for labour.
I’ve never really felt right about asking for charity before, but it’s exclusive to people living alone with MS (not disabled people generally), so I’m exactly the type of person it was set up to help. And since I lost my job, it’s less and less likely I’m going to hire professionals, so I’ve got a form to list everything that needs doing, and apply to have it done. It won’t all get done at once, of course, and if I put ten things, they may ask for the top priority two, but I could maybe get the front path repaired, which is starting to become a trip hazard, and get the exterior paintwork done. So it’s probably been worth my hospital visit today, even though I got really sick about going.
Don’t have to go again for another nine months, so next one will be July!
Feeling a bit better.
Tina
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