Sorry needing to vent.
Parents have been having a go at me to meet these guys they want to introduce me to (they don't know about my other half yet as he's Jewish and I'm hindu - plan to tell them in august).
Just told them a few months ago about my health and they know they shouldn't be getting me stressed out and to be honest even if I wasn't with my partner I wouldn't want to actively get introduced to someone by my parents like that and most families are likely to freak and run a mile at the mention of an unknown health condition anyway.
It's just frustrating - I wish they'd stop meddling. Not having the best week - the lead arms are still here and I feel absolutely shattered. Went out for dinner with a friend and came home early as I was falling asleep at the table.
it's almost like - just because they're having people ask them about me they want to shirk their stress onto me.
Sorry it's just annoying. They just don't seem to understand this might not just all go away it could take years to get to the bottom of it. I've tried to support my parents with their ailments and gone for their appointments and done evrything I can to help them but I just feel they're always nit picking and now this has just got to me. If my parents cared surely they'd understand being stressed might make my symptoms worse. Shouldn't they be more like - do you know what getting married and finding a boy is not important right now - your health is more important. Thats how I'd be with my child.
Am I making sense or ranting. Sorry I'm just annoyed. I haven't asked them for any help or support or to come to appointments I've delt with everything by myself and a little with my other half who is still dealing with his own loss (brother and mother died). The one thing I asked - no stress they can't even seem to do that. They seem to have a one track mind!