My mum eventually got to go for her MRI scan last month and got her results on Wednesday. She has Chronic Progressive MS he said and has been referred to a Neurologist when they send her a letter. She’s 60 this year.
Me and my OH live with my parents at the moment and were planning to move out early next year, living here was a stress beforehand but now it’s unbareable in here. My mum and stepdad are crying and hugging all the time all I can think of and read online is worse case scenarios and am so stressed and upset and depressed right now. We have no friends or any family around here and my sister now lives 200 miles away, I feel so alone. I only have my mum stepdad and my OH and have such anxiety about anything happening to any of them.
I have had to watch three other close family members including my dad die slowly and painfully with other degenerative diseases and to think that is going to happen again is just making me feel sick all the time, I haven’t eaten anything much in the past three days or slept well.
Her symptoms at the moment are dragging her leg so finding walking a challenge, she drops things now and then, has falls outside, gets tired I think easily.
I don’t know what else to say here, just finding things very difficult at the moment and can’t stop thinking of what could happen again.
Thanks for reading.