Got up this morning and realised I really have forgotten what its like to feel ‘normal’. Normal meaning being able to jump out of bed pain free full of energy and looking forward to how much I could cram into one day. Now my handbag is full of ‘just in case’ painkillers etc instead of girly things,my breakfast is a selection of delicious medication, my underwear drawer is full of stuff my mother would have been proud to wear and my social diary is packed full…of hospital, doctor and physio appointments!!
And I wonder why I’ve lost that wow factor?!
Seriously though, it makes me appreciate the fact that unlike many, I have experienced many years of feeling ‘normal’. At least I know what it does feel like…
Take care all