I was wondering can anyone help. I have really had enough now of everything. I can’t seem to get any pain relief what works (currently on 1,200mg Gabapentin 3 times a day and 75g Amitriptyline at night and 20ml Coapaxone daily) and none of it seems to work.
I have had enough of the pain and how the pain has changed me so much. I just dont want to seem to do anything at all. Im scared as well that my hubby is going to leave me cause he says that I use the pain as a excuse not to do certain things (especially in bedroom department) but at the end of the day after trying to sort everything out in the house etc and look after my two boys as well I’m so tired all I want to do is sleep but he can’t seem to understand that.
I’m on my third bad relapse since I was diagonised in December 2010 and this time I can’t see anything out of my left eye and my left hand side of my body is a lot weaker but I don’t let it stop me trying to do everything that I normally would do it may take me a bit longer but I still do it. We have even taken on three chickens to look after and gives me a reason to get off my bum and let them out every day and put them back up at night.
I’m not seeing my neuro until April and can’t have any of my medication changed until then. I just don’t know what to do anymore I have had enough of it all and I don’t want to lose my hubby even though he says that he isnt going anywhere.
I’m open up to any ideas. Sorry this is a long moan but I’m stuck
Thanks Allie xxx