I feel emotionally void at times and have found it very hard to cry; ever since my diagnosis 10 years ago.
Even when my dad passed away in January this year, I thought I would cry but hardly shed a tear ;although poor dad had a difficult time the last 8 months of his life, he was nearly 90 so I keep thinking that he had a good run and it’s good that he didn’t suffer too much, but then I do keep having happy flashbacks to my childhood with mum and dad at home.
I wonder if it’s the drugs I’m taking, I take 50mg Amitriptyline and 20mg of Citalopram.
It’s not that I don’t get sad, I’m sad a lot of the time and also don’t laugh like I used to either.
Is there anyone out there who find it difficult to cry, I used to cry at anything sad but it’s a rare thing these days.