I think it’s much more difficult to deal with this beast of a disease with the thought there’s something out there to help but we can’t get it, just in case it adversely affects something else! You know I think too much, damn it but it’s like a dream where the thing you desperately want is just out of reach. It’s not often that I am unsettled by things but I’m afraid this is it, so bugger!
Oh M… words (for once!) fail me.
I’m just posting on here a poem I wrote… so hope it might cheer you up hon.
Pat x
Sorry for that Pat, I got you poem thank youThe filtered word was bu££er, I’d didn’t think it was that badM