Hi everyone
I am 42 and am waiting to see a neurologist. I have read many of your posts over the last few months but never plucked up the courage to respond until yesterday, and thought it would be polite to introduce myself. I had many neurological symptoms but kept writing them off, telling myself I was becoming a hypochondriac. It took a visit to a physio as I could no longer walk properly due to pain and poor balance, who requested that I be referred to a spinal surgeon, who in turn thought I had MS, did an MRI to find my spinal cord pinched significantly in my neck, operated, but also found a lesion in my brain, still thinks I have MS or something very similar, and has pushed for neurological consult, but my optometrist also thinks I have MS as my eyes aren’t working together, and to cut a long story short, all my symptoms point in that direction.
I had my spinal surgery 9 months ago and it was successful so my problems don’t appear to be related to that, they include: poor balance and coordination, causing frequent falls and the dropping of all of my posessions,deterioration in my cognition and vision, severe pain in my joints despite analgesia, extreme fatigue both mental and physical, especially at about 3pm, no matter how many hours I sleep, problems with continence and many others, basically my whole self is broken.
I was once a nurse with very good qualifications and experience and now I’m reduced to being unable to string a full sentence with long words as I can’t remember them. Never mind, it won’t beat me. No matter what my diagnosis is, I will continue to do as much as I can when I can do it. I just wanted to thank everyone for their input and frankness when discussing problems as you inspire and answer so many questions I have and give wonderful advice. I have commented on a couple of posts, I am not doing so in any professional capacity as my history as a nurse is useless to me at the moment - I can remember how to respond to situations but my memory of conditions is poor, and as I mentioned, I can’t remember all the clever words that used to come naturally. Do not worry, I am not working and endangering any of you at the moment.
Thankyou to everyone who help others and have inspired and helped me, and I hope that any help I can give would do the same for someone else.
Min.