I hope to find you all happy and as healthy as can be.
I have recently started with new-ish symptoms....although I have had these before they have mostly been mild and so i have been able to ignore them....but just now they are driving me crazy....
As soon as i put my head on my pillow my legs crawl (an old one) but the sensations go up and down my body and I feel as though i am being tortured. This feeling can make me shiver, make my feet curl "litrally", make my legs stretch as far as they will go, my back arch in and neck and sholders go tight and hurt like crazy.....and more besides (I just cant think of them all now because they are not happening) I have also started to jump out of my skin if I am touched even in the lightest and slightest of ways....and ....you know when you are expecting something to happen....like ....someone walk in through the door....or.... a pan to boil over and you are watching in earnest for these things to happen....Well again I jump out of my skin as though the whole scenarios have happend out of the blue and are a great shock to me. I am also getting a tight jaw. as this happens my tongue feels to big for my mouth and my own voice in my head makes it sound as if I am not getting my words out properly. However when I speak out loud i sound ok I think. I also have pain in various parts of my body....you know....willy nilly stuff that happens and hurts and goes away just as quick and leaves you wondering if it happened at all.
Other symptoms that i have had in the past like heavy limbs seem to have dissapeared at the moment. And most of the pins and needles and numbness?
I dont have a dx and am waiting to see a neuro although it doesnt look as though it will be anytime soon....I am not sure if i hold back to much and just get on with the symptoms because i am lucky enough to still be getting around ok. although at a much slower pace and having to plan my time due to fatigue, but being left so long without seeing a neuro make you feel as though you are in "Limbo" doesnt it and i end up thinking that I am actually making it all happen my self....(mad thought I know)
Well....I havent posted on here as such for a while and i hope i have not driven you mad with this long drawn out explanetion of my symptoms? BUT, I have to say I feel a bit better for putting pen to paper.
I would be most grateful for any advice and input and say thanks to you for taking time out to listen to me....
See you all again soon I hope..xx Maria.
PS I also itch everywhere on my body to the point of wanting to pull my skin off...! xx