I saw the neuro on Wednesday for my review, which should have taken place at the end of May. I was expecting to be told which type of MS I’ve got and have got pretty stressed about it over the last few months as the appointment has been delayed considerably.
I’ve also had alot of other stuff going on, and on the morning of my appoinment had a call from my daughter’s school to say they are concerned about her, and would like to refer her for counselling.
I also had to rope in a friend to drive me there, as my virtigo is playing up badly.
Anyway, neuro was running an hour late, and I was feeling really rough by the time I got to see him, and he had a medical student with him. He’s a nice guy, bit wierd, but generally OK. Anyway, he prodded and poked, seemed to want a repeat of my entire life history, and eventually concluded he couldn’t be sure what type i have, was again concerned about my pineal cyst, and wants another scan.
I’m afraid I lost it a bit! I’d like to get started on DMD’s if I’m able, but I’ve waited since January to see him in May, which never happened, now I’ve got to wait for another scan and a follow up appointment. I’d put my hopes on an answer one way or the other, and its like being back in limbo!
However, I feel bad and stupid for loosing it a bit in there, he must have thought I was nuts! I’m normally very calm, and polite, and it’s out of character for me to loose composure!
Should I e-mail him and apologise and explain, or just leave it? I’m sure he’s used to people behaving oddly, but I feel bad, and anxious as I don’t want it to affect was has been a good dr/patient relationship.