Last negative post for a while, I promise.
I’ve been experiencing brain farts all week, not being able to concentrate, and today I’ve been extremely angry at myself and even cars that’ve driven past me. I’ve had an argument with my stepson’s pregnant girlfriend after telling her that I wasn’t upto going up to hers because I feel like crap but inviting them down here (apparently being polite isn’t acceptable, I contradicted myself?!). Anyway, hubby says I shouldn’t have replied because I ‘know what she’s like’. Yeah, I do, and now she knows she’ll get it back if she kicks off. She’s also been talking about me behind my back with hubby’s ex wife.
Then hubby said something innocuous, I started crying, threw a bowl and my laptop. Now I have the runs, a throbbing headache and just want to punch someone.
Never had emotional symptoms before, apart from when I was first DX and didn’t know what was going on. Started steroids for relapse yesterday but woke up today feeling bloated and horrible, and not sure I want to continue.