Well I know i am going insane slowly that is for sure. But lately i have noticed a struggle to take a breathe a deep one, and my left breast feels weird really tight and kind of uncomfortable and achey.
I am trying to take a deep breathe and it wont come you know when you take a deep breath and your lungs fill with air. Then it gets worse and I start to panic and feel awful, and yesterday I nearly hit my panic button.
I SURVIVE each one but yesterday it lasted longer then usual.
I was very fatigued though as on Sunday I had family all day, and I actually put food on which i havent done for a long time. Yes it was all from iceland but still the effort made me feel I had achieved something.
I had decided i need to try and do more for myself since loosing my husband so yesterday in the morning although it was raining i potted a few plants and actually repaired some wall paper not much and not a big deal but for me it was a few days prior myself and care worker attacked the under stairs cupboard.
Then the breathing and the weird tightness started.
I hate it and have had about 3 bouts of it now.
Now the one thing I have noticed is the humidity has been very very high when they happen. Yesterday it was 86 RH outside which is really high.
I am going to make an appointment again to see GP.
I wonder if it is the humidity V fatigue V anxiety and over doing stuff.
Its scary when your on your own, but do any of you get this, could the tightness be the HUG? I have seen my GP about it before she didnt seem the least bit worried but it wasnt as bad then.
I dont usually like to ask but yesterday really scared me. x