I find it odd that people have the time to notice you to be honest. In the UK for example i walk with my careworker when i walk, mostly shopping i use my wheelchair.
I have had some smiles when i have gone off balance even with her, and i joke and say OOPS need to put more water in me whiskey lol, and they just smile and laugh with me. I dont walk around thinking people are watching me, who cares, i dont.
I am usually chatting too much lol to notice others.
You seem totally focused on having MS, like there is a big label on your forehead lol.
Yes you live in a different culture i get that, i was brought up in many different cultures, from Asia, to Africa and back again…
Maybe what you need to do is walk straight and tall and proud even if you use a stick and just focus on what your doing and not what they are doing. Smile at people as if life is good. It is good I love it. Every day is a different challenge for me lol.
I never tell people i have MS hell half of the people i have said that too dont even know what it is. Oh you have MS whats that lol… My mum still calls it MNS, like Marks & Spencer shop lol…she is Italian so i forgive her that lol.
IF someone asks me which is rare to be honest I just say nothing much I am just neurologically challenged… and leave it at that. Basically in the grand scheme of things I am quite healthy.
Now if i said i had cancer they would be soooooo sympathetic but MS whats that lol. Hell even my neuro doesnt know what MS is lol.
Personally i dont care a fig what other people think of me as I am out. I dont know them, dont have to live with them, and dont have the energy to waste my valuable resources worrying about then either lol.
Everybody anyway has their own poop to cope with in this world.
I actually find most people very supportive and kind. Maybe its because I am an old women now lol, although in my head i am still 21. Or maybe its my AURA that i let out. Its full of positive energy even though i feel like poop inside.
I am a positive person and always see the best in people.
Anyway now i am simply waffling on… sorry about that.
Then one day you find, ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun. - We’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year.