Yes Lou. I am really with you on this!!! I still believe I am precious to God, maybe even more so now. I have had my nails done and bought some nice Crabtree and e. Products. Also bought myself a bottle of pink bubbly at the weekend. My life has changed but I have to find new ways to be happy. I have a four year old so I have to model happiness to him. Thanks. Your post really uplifted me. Some days I wake up and the illness is all over me and it seems that that is all I am. Michelle. Xxx