I’m off to see the occ health doctor today and I am dreading it. I suppose its because I don’t actually think anything has improved since I saw him last at the end of Jan. Since then I’ve had a new MRI and I’ve been started on Tysabri but I don’t feel any different. I still have the same sensory symptoms, the fatigue is still all encompassing and I just don’t know what will happen. The last time I saw him he suggested ill health retirement which I agreed with at the time but them decided it wasn’t what I wanted. Now I think it might be for the best as I’m not getting any improvement and I’m getting pressured from work to give them a date to return to work and I just don’t know when it will be.
I’ve got to make a 2 1/2 hour journey just to see him for 20 minutes as well!