I left in tears. :(
It's not the neurologist's fault. He was kind and listened to me. He did a quick exam and said that there is nothing to indicate any neurological disease. He is sending me for an MRI, but was quick to point out that white matter is found on MRI scans all the time and it rarely means anything.
Basically, he said he'll order the MRI and alert my GP. It will take 4 - 6 months to get an MRI.
I KNEW this going in, so why I was so upset when I left, I have no idea. I didn't go in with any expectations -- I KNEW I wasn't going to have any answers on my first visit. That would be ridiculous. And it's not like he sent me away making me feel like I was just being silly. He was matter of fact, but nice.
Why the heck did I get upset? I feel quite silly, but I can be honest here -- I cried. Dumb? Yes, a little bit. I guess I just got overwhelmed.