Well, after 4 years I got to see my ms nurse today. It was about this time of year in 2021 during those long ago COVID years! Who remembers them? ME. So when I was diagnosed twenty odd years ago there wasn’t many DMD’s around and it’s not something I’ve ever been offered. In my ignorance I only knew two people who had ms and they were both in a wheelchair. And the only thing that I remember clearly from the moment my consultant in those days told me that I did have ms was, well, I’m not going to end up in a wheelchair. I was determined to keep walking as far and as long as possible. To be fair my walking has never been a big problem with my ms. Don’t get me wrong, I have had periods when I have had trouble walking. Two occasions in particular spring to mind. My issues tend to be others, ie, vision, numbness, bowel problems that no one really wants to talk about, vertigo, swallowing and although my speech is not specifically affected I do have trouble remembering the word I’m looking for, on more and more occasions. So I do consider myself fortunate, lucky if you like. Back too today’s appointment and she thinks it might be worth considering having some kind of DMD treatment now. I did ask if I’m now too old to be considered for that.. I’m 64. She said not necessarily so. I was diagnosed with RRMS and as far as I know that is still the case as nobody has ever told me differently. Although I believe.. correctly or not, I’m not sure.. but I think that they used to put you into the SPMS when you have had ms for a significant period of time. Does that still happen? At the moment my problem is trying to find out how many new lesions I had at my last scan; that was done in the summer and I only got the results two weeks ago.. well, part results as I don’t know the number.
After my appointment with my gp regarding the results I tried calling my consultant. As you’ll all be aware it’s the constants secretary you speak too. As usual it was a voicemail I had to leave. They did actually call back later that afternoon. Unfortunately it wasn’t the constant or even the consultants secretary.. Oh no..it was just random individual! No help whatsoever. She just kept repeating that I should ask my consultant! Hello.. that’s what I endeavoured this morning. Eventually she got what I was attempting to find out and said that she would ask my consultant to call me or write to me. It’s less than two weeks so, early days, maybe. My ms nurse is also going to write to her now, as well after I spoke with her, this morning.
Anyway, sorry it’s a little bit long winded. But I couldn’t condense it any smaller!