Hello,
I’ve been concerned for the past 2 years about maybe having M.S. but I just don’t really know.
The only reason I feel this way is I have built up a picture over the past 20 years.
I’m now 53.
Firstly I’m worried about explaining all of this to my doctors in case they think I’m being silly and don’t take me serious or do anything about how I feel about my symptoms and pain.
I am in pain every single day.
Around 20 years ago I was told what I was feeling in my chest area was costochondritis, the feeling was like a grappling pain, a little like been kicked in the solar plexus but in the middle of my breast bone which would come on around every 5 mins and last a few days and would happen around twice a year.
Admittedly I haven’t had this for quite a while now.
I also get the most awful pain in between my shoulder blades which feels like it’s on fire and takes a good week to ease. It’s very hard to turn in bed when this happens.
I suffer with pain in all of my joints and if someone went to press every single bone on my spine it would make me say ‘Stop’
I also went to see the same doctor about my arms and legs in 2016 flicking, lashing out on their own accord when I first get in bed and they said this is normal. I’m in no way drowsy when this happens.
Sometimes my upper body will turn rapidly on its own accord when I ‘am’ about to go asleep though but this last bit is rare. The flicking of my arms and legs happens every day.
I have bad incontinence which has been bad for the past 20 years and I have also suffered with constipation for the past 3 years and I’m on medication sachets for this.
In 2017 I had a displaced disc in my L5 S1 area of my lower lumbar spine after having a numb left foot and pins and needles for around 9 months which was operated on having a microdisectomy.
I have permanent numbness on my left inner calf, the size of an orange since this operation or should I say I only noticed this around then.
I was also tested for swallowing difficulties and was told I swallow food before my throat realises, so food gets stuck.
I always have a phlegmy throat which never goes.
I also suffer with Vertigo and Ocular Migraines which are quite infrequent although I do feel dizzy on a regular basis.
I once had vertigo where my eyes were going at such a fast rate sideways back and forth. This with my eyes has only happened once but I still can get vertigo.
When I’m asleep I wake up with choking and gasping for air which has started back up again which first started in 2017.
I have mentioned this to my doctors and they didn’t say anything.
In 2022 I had uncontrollable fatigue where I’d get up, have breakfast and then get drowsy and was tested and had low vitamin D where I had to have tablets for 3 months.
I struggle getting washing out of the washer as my arms feel like they have no energy, even stirring food in a saucepan I have to stop after a minute with strain in my arms.
I now struggle with the stairs and my right knee locks coming down them.
For the past 17 months I have had what I call fascilations in my right calf 24/7 which never ever goes. I can see my calf rippling and I cannot lay on my back without the pain in my right upper and lower leg been so bad. The doctors say’s this can happen?
Where the muscle would be on the outside of my right calf is a big indentation. I’ve noticed this over a year ago.
Apparently I have some nerve compression which could be bilateral and the physio said last May it should ease within the next 3 months. Fast forward 9 months I am still the same.
Now on a regular occurrence my lower leg goes into spasm and locks if I kneel down and try to get up or randomly happens when I’m sat down. The pain in my calf the day after feels like it’s strained which lasts for several days or gets worse on happening again.
My toes keep curling up and back which used to happen mostly when I got in bed at night every time but now it happens a lot during the day and still at night.
My lower back also can go into a spasm and has led to some new symptoms which was a spasm running from the middle of my lower back on both sides reaching around my lower belly which in turned made my legs and feet rigid where I could only shuffle walk. This lasted for around 5 mins.
I suffer with crawling on my face going down each cheek but now I have it over my upper right lip.
Thank you for listening,
Helen.