i havn’t til now,coz i am in an absolute turmoil,after visiting my gp on friday.after having asked would i see my neuro,as i havn’t seen him seen last march,and was waiting for a follow up after spinal lumbar region and cbt with one of his neurolical psychologist,he turns around and says,i doubt very much he will wan to see you again,after your spinal mri,he went on to say,that despite me being ferefered to psychologist with long term neuroloigacl illness,that i have no neurological problems,i tried to tell him,but he wasn’t listening.i left after he wanted to do a chest exray,after me being given an inhaler for copd/asthma.
i cannot believe how he just bashed me with it,i came out feeling overwhemed and shellshocked,so i have got pen to paper and written first to my psychologist,she has gone through cbt with me to accept my condition,even though i am as undiagnosed,without enough eveidence.i feel agin i have been shot backwards after two years with a very passionate neuro ,whom beleived i have ms,but evidence just shown up me as yet.
i feel i will wait for her reply,then i hope to appraoch my neuros secrtary,what would you do? i am feeling totally shattered with disbelief,i feel my gp just doesn’t beleive in ms.
love boz xxx