I’ve just logged on all ready to post a very similar message to the one I posted at the beginning of this string. I’d forgotten I posted it. I’ve reread it and all of your comments. I feel better for rereading them and thank you all and hope you are all doing ok.
Its comforting to realise that I’ve not felt this bad in mood since 2017 and I might not feel this bad again for another couple of years. There’s a little smile and feeling of uplift happening now. Thanks again all xx