Hello
I’d be so grateful if anyone could advise me on how they get on with Copaxone. I was diagnosed in April this year but I first saw an MS nurse in June. It was a half hour appointment where I was shown what the treatments look like and what they involved, she told me about the possible flu like side effects that you can get from 3 of the medications and also that Copaxone does not give the same effect but the downside is that you have daily injections.
I was then told that I can’t be told which to take because it’s a personal choice, to me I swayed towards copaxone but went away to think, I was told to ring back in August after my holiday, which I did. But at that time, I wasn’t decided because I don’t like to take medication of any kind unless I know it’s absolutely the best thing to do, and I didn’t know what was in these drugs but they all seem very powerful and the benefits are that they can help control the amount of relapses you might have. When I said this, I was told I must decide soon or I will have to re assessed. This scared me, as I was very ill after the lumbar puncture and I wll never have another one! It was just after that when I became ill, with dizziness and weakness in my left leg. But at this time I wasn’t diagnosed, I wasn’t able to contact anyone at all, my doctors told me to ring my neurologist and they never returned my call. The GP was unable to prescribe me anything as it was possible MS and I ended up being off work for 6 weeks! During that time (after 4 weeks) I had a routine appointment with my neurologist, luckily or I wouldn’t have had treatment, who prescribed steroids for 5 days. However I had to get this prescription from my GP but it wasn’t sent through immediately which meant I had more time off work.
When I did see the neurologist however at that time she said I definitely had mild MS. She hadn’t received my scans etc from Kings at that time. But I was then given an MS nurse. I didn’t really understand about the medication except about the flu, the length of the needles and the applications but I was told to go away and decide which one. Its a bit like a lucky dip, I have no idea what else they do. They might help with MS they might not.
I then decided I have to choose to avoid being reassesed again so I chose Copaxone.However, when i rang my ms nurse, she had left a recorded message to say that she was on long term sick and to contact my hospital, which i did and they never rang me back again, so glad i wasn’t ill like last time. I finally got an appoinment by going to my GP who wrote to my neurologist and then I was sent an appointment. By this time my ms nurse had come back to work. When I saw my neurologist, she didn’t seem to know what drug I was on or even if any! I told her that my MS nurse had said my medication was all ready and waiting for her to sign it off before I could receive it. She then said that she had signed it off in early September! This what she said earlier about if I was taking a nythng yet. I then asked to see my scans from Kings that I had in March and she kept clicking the computer only to say that they hadn’t been sent through. I would have like to see the difference because if I had more lesions that might have made me think it was the right thing to do to start treatment. I asked and was told that its better to take Copxone as I had mild MS and why make myself ill with the alternatives if I am feeling well. I am just so confused. I feel like no one cares about me and if I did need help I won’t be able to get it easily as this has been my experience so far. Anyway, the Copaxone was due to be delivered today, but last night I read about it on the internet and now I am scared to death. It has a lot of horrible side effects as far as I can tell and I feel so well at the moment. I’m not blind to the fact that this won’t be forever but, i’ve read copaxone can cause weight gain that is hard to move and hair loss and frequent urination etc etc.
I hope this doesn’t sound silly, but I have never felt so good about myself than I do now, I have always put on weight easily and since I started exercising a year and a half ago have lost weight and feel really fit and healthy ( even though I know I have MS and its waiting to appear I guess).
I am just so scared of putting something in my body when I feel so well. I rang the Healthcare delivery people and they are going to put my medication on hold until I’m sure but I would really like some advice from someone who knows. I’m so upset and worried and I’m not ungrateful for being able to receive the medcation but is it always the right road to follow.