Hi Rupert
I know you’re in a rough place right now. And you’re searching for answers. The trouble is that it’s kind of difficult to answer your question. To be honest, you should have been given information by a neurologist not a GP. And now, you need to see a neuro who’s seen your MRIs and can give you a better notion of whether you have RR or PPMS.
One thing to hold onto is that a relapse can take a really long time to get over. And it can seem like you’re stuck in the same place for months on end and that there is no remission on your horizon. And then 6 months have gone by and you suddenly wake up and realise you can feel your big toe (or the noises in your head have damn well shut the f up!).
So while you’ve been doing all your MS homework, you’ve also been scaring yourself sh*tless. You’re right that loads of the DMDs have crappy side effects. In fact I’m the living proof that many of the DMDs have side effects. But so far, I’ve had 4 of them, and while 3 gave me side effects which meant I had to stop taking them, I’ve had no lasting effects from those side effects. So in essence, I’ve had RRMS for 20 years with no DMD. And yes I’m disabled, but were I diagnosed today I could have started on a DMD immediately which, if it didn’t work or gave me side effects, I could swap to another. My problem has been that my MS started 20 years ago. There were no DMDs available then. My disability almost entirely came about because a) there were no DMDs to begin with, b) there were no other services available to help people with MS, i.e. physiotherapy, MS nurses, other drugs and c) there was no internet, which if course means that this forum didn’t exist. So I knew nothing.
And with regard to PML, it’s possible but highly unlikely these days. If you’re on Tysabri, you’re JCV status is checked you can only get PML if you not only test positive for PML but have the biggest risk factor. In which case you still can’t get PML for the first two years. It’s honestly not tremendously risky these days.
In any case, to begin with, if you have RRMS, you’ll be far more likely to be offered Tecfidera.
You could have PPMS. That is true. But you also have access to drugs to help with symptoms and physiotherapy, and you have us. You could become disabled regardless. In which case, you’ll have resources to help you cope.
You could have RRMS. That is also true. In which case you could suffer disabling relapses or you could take DMDs.
Whatever you have, there are drugs, nurses, support services, OT, physiotherapy services, continence services, rehab services, and us. We’ll be here.
Sue