What keeps you going?

We did cry together a couple of weeks ago and although I felt sad that I had caused him to be upset I’m glad he let it out. He is the love of my life and I just want to be with him and wish there wasn’t this huge doubt. I’ve never been that great at saying what’s on my mind… I’ve always been a letter writer and now that’s out of the question it makes it hard. I know he has spoken to his friends and his mum about it which makes me feel better because at least he is talking about it even if not with me.

I really appreciate all your kind comments everyone. I hope in time this situation gets better. Neuro tomorrow so maybe he will give me a better idea of how to proceed. Also seeing orthotics so maybe they can help with my waking a bit!