Hi again everyone Been having mixed emotions this week, but feeling a little bit more down gradually each day… I feel like just getting out of here for a bit, but I have an appointment coming up on fri with ms nurse, then seeing neurologist for official diagnosis in a month. I’d love to just go away on a plane to a very relaxing place where I don’t really need to walk about or worry… In fact I almost feel like I need to. 
My life is just boring at the moment. Sorry I’m usually good & positive, just not today. Rant over.
Hi Im quite new here, and therefore not very experienced at offering advice But I do understand your feeling of wanting to get away. Ok so you probaly can’t get away on a plane but maybe there is a place you can go and sit and chill for even a short while to gather your thoughts. Or just rant on here until you feel a little better. And knowing that others do understand the mixed bag of emotions that being in this situation brings. Im sorry your feeling down and miserable and I hope you pick up 
Becky X
I am very new and pre-diagnosis so have no advice at all but do think you need a hug so letting you know people out there care x
Hello Jacelyn What about going away after you’ve seen nurse and before you’ve seen neuro. What’s the restrictions for you? We may have ideas
Hi, I reckon your current low mood, could be due to the time of year. So many folk…disabled and able bodied alike…often feel down roundabout now…it can be something called SAD…seasonal…summat…disorder! I`m sure someone will fill in the middle bit for me!
It can actually be disgnosed for some…for me, it`s just waiting for the better weather to come…what about booking a jolly…summat to look forward to…my carers are taking me to Blackers in May…it may not be a tropical island, but it does me!
Keep yourself warm, watch your fav tv progs, or read a good book, or just have several duvet days all at once, eh?
luv Pollx
I was supposed to get away for Christmas. This was just after I got optic neuritis and they delayed my neuro appt until I was to get back. But I never did get away - adverse weather. The kicker is my ex was in St Lucia for three weeks. Really wouldn’t mind some sun right now.
Sigh. Other stuff in my life is going well. I’m super busy with work but enjoying it. Although I have an interview for a promotion on Wednesday, and my MRI on Thursday - feel like I should be stressing more!