I’m so glad to be able to get back on here, I felt very down on the 31st but the site didn’t seem to be working. I had a visit to the doctors my iron is very low again its a reacurring problem i knew it was low. the problem is every time i see the doctors I find im still hoping for an answer to why i’m in the wheelchair and i come away feeling as if their is a red flag on my notes saying " This lady has mental health issues" I tell myself it doesn’t matter what they call it but just sometimes i really grieve for my old life back , just to be able to walk down the street, or to get in my old battered white van and drive off somewhere, and i find myself thinking … please at least give me an legitimate reason for why i’m like this, loads of people have stress in their lives and they don’t all convert it into jelly legs and end up in wheelchairs… So on to the next faze yet again getting my mind right, … im not unhappy really im not, I’ve got the kindest husband, lovely children and good friends that really care. and my gorgeous assistance dog Frazer , so I’m going to turn over a new leaf and stop chasing for answers and try to be happy with who i am. I hope everyone on the forum is okay. Thank you for listening.
Love Michelle xxx