Hello all I study music at college, I havn’t been going in for the last 2 weeks, my confidence has surely lacked since I was dignosed, Iv been in 3 times since half term,
I suffer with fatigue badly and incontinence - because I study music we rehearse in a tiny recording studio and can get very hot in there, I suffer with bad fattigue as it is without being in a hot room, but the heat makes it worse, and I get shouted at for not doing anything and for being half asleep, when im ment to be rehearsing. As for the incontinence, well I accidentally had an accident in class, and some guys could smell it, and said “what is that smell”, I got very nervous about it quickly got up and lent over to pick my bag up, And knocked over one of my class mates guitar over, and quickly left the room, to get myself cleaned up, there was no damage to the guitar, but everyone keeps tellin me I should of appoligise to him, and that he is angry with me, at the of the end the lesson, I saw my tutor and he never had any time to talk to me, I told him what went on, and he shouted and said go to your docters then i’m not a docter.
I felt so upset, and very anxious about all of this, and it made my symptoms worse and more appear.
My class is now sending me horrible messages saying they are pissed of with me because I havn’t been in for 2 weeks.
What do you think I should do? It feels like know one is listening to anything I tell them.