(Sorry About Spellings)
I am a little lost for words in this and am struggling to find the words I want to say. I am currently not diagnosis or going for test, I am trying to get the doctor to take me seriously (I now many wouldnt wish this apon anyone and may wonder why I want to be diagnosised) . I went in last week and she laughed in my face and said “go on you tell me what it is you think you have or what the internet has told you” I have sent 11 years with symptoms which are always treated as seprate events and have always been put down to stress. 11 years of stress!!! are you kidding… of course I am stressed I can barely make it through each week sometimes.
I am now 25 with 2 small children. I feel like I am a hypocondracte and a little like I am going mad! and maybe I am.
I thought I could Vent/Get advice on here…
My symptoms… Migranes, Vision gets worse, one side of my face goes numb (has been linked to the migrene even when its over) “worms” in my eyes floating round, Muscle stiffness and weakness, Legs give way, cant feel or bend toes (all the time), Toes go a dead white colour (not blue), I fall over, get confussed, ask what day it is at least 100 times. I get confused with my words and forget what I am sayin half way through. I can walk pass what i am looking for up to 10 before I see them. drop my phone for no reason than my hand just lets go. Im tired all the time but i can fight through a day, i feel really low, i get a tingly feeling (which Im sure i am imagining) my muscles hurt to touch, i forget to swollow but its not difficult. I need the loo all the time often “leaking” (recently had pro laped repair and cyst removed so docs are blaming that dispite it beening 7 years of this and cyst wasnt there until 6 months ago and prolapes was after children) my sex drive has gone from high to almost no excistant again blamed on having children… I WANT TO WANT TO HAVE SEX!! I just dont. I get Highly emotional and very sensitive, I have bowel problems although never inventiaged its extremely painful at time and has been linked to IBS. I get dizzy lying down or standing up but only for a short time. I feel like 95 not 25…
Starting to think it is all in my head and I just dont know if I can fight my doctor on this!
Anyone got any advice or even a different avenue I could look down.