Part relieved, part angry!

Just wanted a bit of a rant really! Lol I went to the Dr yesterday and have been put back on Amitriptylene which is fine as I know it helps with my pain and I need that right now. However, when mentioned how arrogant and dismissive my neuro was, she told me “that’s the standard opinion of him”. I was shocked to be honest. I don’t understand why I or anyone else would be referred to someone with that kind of reputation! What use is he going to be to someone who has spent their entire life trying to rid themselves of people like that who make me feel less than I am?! Really quite annoyed and definitely pushing for a different neuro now! #pointlessexercise!