I feel worried about everything today. I sent my Critical Illness Form in on 26th June, my Neurologist still hasn’t submitted his report although it sounds like it’s getting nearer the top of his pile. I just feel overly worried about the outcome even though there’s nothing I can change. I just wish they’d tell me now so I can stop worrying about it!
I honestly had no hint of MS prior to January of this year but just go over and over everything in my head about why and when I might have contracted MS. Like is it because I don’t eat fish, because of a sexually transmitted disease, because I don’t like being in the sun, because I got badly sunburnt when I was 10, because I’m overly stressed all the time, the list is endless.
Even after they get the consultant report, I wonder how long it will take to get a decision.
Sorry for rambling, I’m just going mad inside my own head and the longer this is taking the worse I’m getting!