@annie1
That’s really hard losing your parents so close together like that. I lost my Mum to COPD and mixed dementia, I know how difficult it is. I’m sorry your siblings wont include you in family things and you feel so alone. You can post here as much as you like, there’s usually someone around to talk to.
This organisation is good if you want some understanding and support with your grief.
Kind regards
Willowtree x