Hi everyone, hope all of you are ok. Please forgive the anon, I am sure you will understand.
I suffer from depression and the doctors have changed my tablets, yet again! I don’t think they are helping as well as the old ones, I need to see the doctor. I just don’t see the point in anything at the moment. I just want to stay in bed. I suffer badly from fatigue but I know it is not helped by the depression.
I need to lose about two stone in weight. I managed to get a stone off, then went into hosp for 3 infusions of steriods and put half of it back on. I have now lost all incentive. I just feel whats the point?
I can’t get motivated in anything. I know that the depression is hovering over my head, if I am not careful I will be in that dark tunnel again, whichh is a horrible place to be. I have so much to do at the moment and each day I put it off. I would rather stay in bed. Until yesterday I had not cleaned my teeth for five days (sorry!) just could not be bothered. As for showering and washing my hair, still have not got round to that. I need help to get my motivation back, I used to be so good.