and so it came to the day of the (very close relatives) funeral.
Felt crap/really unwell and couldn’t face the 200 mile round trip so texted my 3 siblings explaining why I couldn’t go.
10 days on not a word from siblings enquiring if I’m better. Not surprised as I often feel excluded.
Do they not care - do they not realise that m.s. can cause problems - do they see themselves as sort of superior to me and see me as inferior to them and not worth bothering with.
Knowing that travelling long distances cause me problems why didn’t one of them offer me a bed for the night.
I ask myself if their reaction is because I’m miserable/disagreeable/pre-occupied with my m.s. – I think (hope) not.
Could it be that because I have m.s. I am somehow relegated - I am really not good enough for them.