Do you ever feel that with the diagnosis you lost a degree of control ?
I am totally fed up of everyone talking as if I am not in the room.
I have a new baby who is an angel so good its not true I am coping really well.Yes I am tired but what new mum of two weeks isn't .My Mother and Mother in law and my GP are totally stressed that I am breast feeding her and that it will wear me out and I will relapse.My husband tries to put me to bed all the time and the midwife is coming twice a day.
I just want everyone to leave me alone.I have a neurologist appointment next week and I know he is going to try and get me to start betaferon which will mean no breast feeding and a whole load of new issues.
I want to put it all off I want to feed Violet until she is six months then try and have another baby whilst I am relatively well then I will do the betaferon thing and will fight MS with everything they can thow at me but just now I want everyone off my back.I want to be a normal Mum ok one that cant see that well and wobbles a bit.If one more person says she needs to start on drugs whilst I am still in the room the whacky baccy is coming out