I had an operation in 1992 and a few months later, I went numb down one side and felt sick and dizzy. I went to the GP and my blood pressure was sky high (200+/120) so they sent me to the observation ward at Southmead hospital.
Later that day, I had a funny turn and the BP soared even higher and I came pretty close to dying. It took several weeks to recover and yet, despite obvious neurological symptoms - spasms, numbness, dizziness, no one mentioned MS.
I had to take a beta-blocker and later on two more drugs to control the hypertension, but once I got better, just got on with life.
I had odd episodes - injuries, strange pain that went away after 6 weeks or so, more injuries, severe dehydration for no apparent reason - and it hurts, a lot, muscle spasms that lasted weeks - but it didn’t stop ordinary life. We went to live in Asia, I worked as a classical/operatic soloist and taught singing and conducted choirs.
The funny thing was that I’d always get some odd illness after concerts, but we began to expect them after a while and then one day, in 2000, I got double vision. I was diagnosed with MS very quickly - 6 hours after the MRI and then went downhill fast and started the only drug available where I was living at that time - Rebif. To my relief it worked, but then we had to pay for it - and it wasn’t cheap - and smuggle it into the country that we were living.
I’m still on Rebif (not having to pay for it since 02) now and despite a lot of ups and downs, I’m pretty much the same as when I started it. There’s been a lot of physical downs though, but once I changed my diet and started LDN, things have been pretty good.
I did find living in the UK too difficult. There were too many people and cars for my eyes to cope with and I’d feel desperately drunk after 5 minutes of walking, so we moved to the very quiet, remote part of Spain where we now live, well where we could afford to buy a house and to live.
I have no more vision problems, just osteo-arthritis and constant challenges, but I think having to become fluent in two languages has been very good for my brain. I was terrible at languages at school and never dreamed that I’d find Spanish so easy to learn.
You can never know what’s around the corner. I’ve even gone back to singing again and that’s really hard work. The difficulty is trying to do things that don’t make the MS worse and not to work too hard. I’m suffering after stacking large logs for 3 hours on Saturday and it had to be done. My knees are not happy with me.