Hi, first post here, so hello all.
So the sun is out, boy did I love the summers, still do, one problem I have PPMS, diagnosed in 2010. HEAT, Legs have been shot to pieces, spasms, total energy meltdown, brains gone and lost itself in the fog, all the usual ( as you are all very aware of!! ) I am not a negative person quite the opposite in fact, but I so need to have a major Rant !.
When I say damn these walls, I don’t mean my accommodation, I live with my grand daughter ( lost my wife 18 months ago ) I have a downstairs bed room with en-suite wet room, flat access, etc… so really am very lucky, and I am grateful for it. I am talking about the walls this damned evil condition puts around me, and on times it ****** me off totally !! I loathe it when motivation goes away, I feel useless and a burden to those I love. My family are really very good to me, I have plenty of support, it’s the days when I can’t lift myself up to see over the walls that make me feel so bloody desperate.
Ok, rant over, I know that was a little negative but just needed to say it. If you feel kind enough to comment please do not be put off by the neg’s, most of the time I’m an ok bloke… really !.
Hold on to the positives, yesterday my grandson brought his end of year school report, it was so good it made me want to cry, then my grand daughter walked into my room and said " hello Bamby, how are you " and gave me a big hug and kiss…that did bring a tear !!
Thank you for listening/reading hope the heat isn’t getting to you too much.